bringing and ringing 2K14

A new mile marker has been reached. Bringing no resolution, only questions.

Have I really come this far?                                  Am I really free?                                                              
Was life lost or gained in the past year?                                 Will I ever be sure of the current state of my life?

                                      Am I destined for a life of mystery, not only to others, but also to myself?

With accomplishment, comes doubt. With freedom, comes responsibility. With choice, comes self-doubt.

That moment isn’t here yet. That moment of clarity when I fully see the path in front of me. I can’t wait for it to come. Life is rushing by furiously. If I hesitate, I lose. I lose the chance to be swept away. To lose control of myself and let my purpose fully engulf me. 

I don’t have all the answers and I am beginning to believe I am not supposed to.